My life feels like it is on the verge of crashing in on me.And it's exhausting to hold it all together all the time.Today I momentarily thought how nice it would be if I got hit by a bus.Not to die.Just to land a sweet gig in a hospital bed for three weeks and have my job and school get put on hold and no one would judge me for having to take a break to get better.I think my brain got hit by a bus and it needs a break to get better. But without the broken bones to prove it I have to continue … [Read more...]

A friend of mine once told me, "When life gives you lemons, throw them back and say, 'make your own damn lemonade.'"I like that.I don't feel much like lemonade these days, but I sure do have an awful lot of lemons.We'll see what happens.For now, screaming helps. … [Read more...]